Starving.

I Love Sundays! They are my Favorite day of the week, they are busy and long but they are the best day. 

I see people that I don't get a chance to during the week, I get to worship, I get to serve and I get to watch my friends serve God and grow better at what they do. I get to see my family and I am refreshed again. Regardless of how bad or hard my week has been as soon as I'm there it honestly doesn't matter anymore. 

I noticed a pattern over the past couple of weeks that I thought was good but realized has been draining me. 

I noticed I was exhausted every other day of the week, just trying to get through my week waiting for Sunday. 

I was struggling through my work days with no refreshment, growing more tired and irritable just holding on until it got to another Sunday. It honestly left me exhausted. 

I was Starving. 

I was failing to actually feed myself and waiting for someone else to feed me every week and it wasn't enough. 

I knew in my head the importance of seeking God for myself, but put it down to not having time because I work long days. 

But in the same way I make time to eat and catch up with friends during the week. 

I need to make time to seek God for myself and let him speak to me. 

It's been a few days and I already feel and see a difference in me. 

I realized it's not that hard, it doesn't take long and it's crazy good for my soul. 

See ya Sunday!